Thursday, November 11, 2004

背負

"All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair."

- The Five people you meet in Heaven

讀到這一段,驀然想起:

六人餐桌
不停地被用來撞擊我的頭部

長髮被拉扯著
頭部遭奮力地碰撞在冰冷的浴室瓷磚上

木棍承受不了我的硬骨頭而折斷

身上總有著斑駁的血痕

淚流乾了停止供應

血清洗了成了烙印

痛楚不復再

心猶在抽搐





posted by winking @ 11:43 pm 

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

我們都有意無意地傷害了人，也被有意無意地傷害了。
父母也是人，也無可避免地傷害了孩子的心 / 身。
過去的傷，用時間和體諒(呢個難度高，好玩！:-p)去沖擦。
未來，如果有機會，只有提醒自己要把傷害減到最低。
其實都幾無奈。


不過，一些極端的個案，那些虐待兒童、侵犯骨肉的人(渣)就真應該拉去坐牢！！！

Peg

8:50 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

You are who you are for a reason.
You are part of an intricate plan.
You're a precious and perfect unique design,
Called God's special woman or man.
You look like you look for a reason.
Our God made no mistake.
He knit you together within the womb,
You're just what he wanted to make.

The parents you had were the ones he chose,
And no matter how you may feel,
They were custom-designed with God's plan in mind,
And they bear the Master's seal.

No, that trauma you faced was not easy.
And God wept that it hurt you so;
But it was allowed to shape your heart
So that into His likeness you'd grow.

You are who you are for a reason,
You've been formed by the Master's rod.
You are who you are, beloved,
Because there is a God!

By Russell Kelfer


Peg

9:34 am  
Blogger winking said...

Thanks Peg, thanks so much! May be I should not put these things here but I can't. I would like to write down my thoughts and this heals.

(^_^)

3:12 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

放上網也不打緊。

我想那份感覺很矛盾吧……對父母的心情更複雜。

不如你寫個故事，講下父母子女之間既感情矛盾。

(其實我一直都想寫，不過覺得功力未夠，要再等多d年日先，唔知會唔會死左都寫唔到呢！:-p)

9:29 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

放上網也不打緊。

我想那份感覺很矛盾吧……對父母的心情更複雜。

不如你寫個故事，講下父母子女之間既感情矛盾。

(其實我一直都想寫，不過覺得功力未夠，要再等多d年日先，唔知會唔會死左都寫唔到呢！:-p)

Peg

9:29 am  

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